realistic life

2010-06-11T19:33:00.000-07:00

heyhey! ppl keep saying that i didnt update for a DAMN long time. hahhaha.. i know, u fans miss me right? hah! cos i really tired to blog la!

firstly, i found a new job thru recruit express agent. not bad, fast and efficient. job scope of new job is produce invoice, delivery order, shipping instruction using SAP( some computer system). i am working in SONY ELECTRONICS PTE LTD. but is in the logistic department. so i hav to do shipping procedure like to book the flight and boat or truck for next shipment. quite difficult eh! hmm.. but nvm... i'm in the learning process now. so bear with it loh!

erm.. the people there are ok. and made a few frens there. we go for lunch together. talking abt lunch, there are rules also. like we need to change to the company shoe ( white shoes) and need to wear the company vest too.. hahha! weird? hmm. besides that, total we have 4 company card. one is the identification card with photo on it. another one is the attendance aka access card to warehouse. another one is access card to all office door. last one is the canteen card, which we need to swipe the card and by the end of the month, the amt of money stored will be deducted from our pay. so it is like a credit card yea? hahah...

Ever since i work here, i saved quite a lot. Food r damn cheap eh. u knw when i eat a mixed rice (consist of a veg, a meat and an egg) + a watermelon, only at $1.60!!! hahah. super cheap. besides, for transportation, there is a bus to send me from my hus ( toh guan bus stop) to tuas( my company) straight. so there is no need for any transportation cost. cool!

but anyway, shipping procedures r really difficult.. and i also dunno i will end up in working in a logistic department since i dun have any experience and knowledge in that area. in the past, i used to slp very late like abt 2+. now, need to wake up at 6.30, latest i will sleep at 12. really damn tired. i hope i can slp later... but...... my body, i cant control. haaa!

haiz.. i wanna do a lot of things recently... wan go sentosa, wan exercise, wan to understand people, wan earn lots of money, wan more outings, wan save money, wan buy bags, wan go swimming.... lots of wants!

signing off,
celine yx

2010-05-17T20:19:00.000-07:00

hi! i'm back from the busy schedule again! hehehe..
this few weeks have not been a good week for me. i emo for quite a long time in work.. finally, words are spoken out to my boss and it is really time for me to find a new job! if u dun appreciate me, that's nothing i can do. pay me like shit and ask me do things that a non-educated person can also do lo! very angry....

today i have 3 interview! one at 12.45pm- recruit express jurong east, another at 2pm- recruit express at ngee ann civic plaza, another one at 5pm- fuji xerox anson road.
i applied for admin job and puchasing assistant. for the one at anson road, fuji xerox, i dint apply. the person say she search me thru jobscentral, and wans me to go interview. but the position is financial consultant. and the pay is like up to $3000.. i was like OMG! hahhaaha! but i bet the job will be quite difficult to handle with. so i jus give it a try at the interview!

dunno should study a nt? psychology or tourism and hospitality or business admin? so confuse! i wanna study part time... dunno which one to choose..

today morning my cousin, whom i've been teaching her maths tut, sms me! and say her overall maths score 75/100! ahhahaha! i'm damn hapy and she is happy too! hahahha.. finally a A1! hhehee...

2010-04-24T08:50:00.000-07:00

hey all! work have been very tiring for me.... hmm..time to go shoppppinggg! hhaaaa shall go shop for clothes.. so long nv busy a decent clothes alr. i'm looking for casual dresses! anyone know where to buy?

today after wrk, talk to rina until we reaches jurong east. then she suggested to go imm.. so we proceed to imm and talk all the way there.. there is like so much to talk between me and her la! omgomg.. so we walked around cotton on, she fit on some clothes, then bought a jacket and a sleeveless top. after that talk again, then we walk home together.. walk until her block downstair the car park, stand there talk again.. is like no ending. haha! talk till around 8+, went home for dinner.. actually i find that we have common thinking. =) LOL!!

after hearing so much from rina, i actually found out there rebecca is really like that. is not that she is not good, is just that she treats u very good at the beginning. after a few months, she will become normal and this will make ppl think that she is getting worst cos she treats ppl too good initially.. hmm.. agree? haix. and pls rebecca, can u give ur trainers and my pay on time? cos ur trainers have been talking with each other abt ur late preparation of pay. and u wont knw abt it cos they r very paisey to tell u that... to me, if u wan to open ur golden mouth to ask for money, it is very difficult and hard to put it.

haix. what for we want to work? money? experience? or is just simply life? even though we r doing the same thing almost everyday, can it be more fun to deal with?

signed off,
celine

2010-04-21T08:53:00.000-07:00

hohoho! coming back!
hmm... today quite disappointed... my work timing changed.. =(

actually the original time and day is:
mon off
tue off
wed 10.30-7.30
thur 10.30-7.30
fri 10.30-9.30
sat 9-6
sun 11-4

now change to:
mon 6-10
tue 6-10
wed 8.30-10
thur 2-10
fri 8.30-10
sat 9-6
sun 11-4

All thanks to the kaplan. they rented the room from IDEAcademy and i have to go down to open the door even during my off day! i'm so pissed off sia! I really wan to do something abt it. It is really not worth for me wrking there with this number of hours and only this amt of pay!
hmm... maybe i go for some courses during one of the day so that at least i dun need to work so long and at the same time able to learn something out of my busy schedule.
so damn pissed off nw. omgomgomg. anyone can help me with this situation?

signed off,
celine

2010-04-17T10:18:00.000-07:00

heyhey! so long nv update alr! omgomg. cos really damn busy sia! hmm.. no wonder ppl call me busy woman..

finally graduated from poly alr. i'm so damn happy la! but nw there is a problem. i'm working in a education centre as admin as full time. and i dunno should i continue study a not.
firstly, no money to study.
secondly, i dun really have the mode to study for the time being.
thirdly, i would like to learn some courses such as dance, cooking or any recreational courses just for entertainment and leisure. cos i'm stuck in job most of the time and i need some activity to relax!

hmm..job are alright! know some kind ppl in the company which is 2 or 3 years older than me. i'm making new friends! hmm. sometimes, i also dunno what my boss wants. so stress up loh! whenever it comes to sat, it will be damn 'gan qiong' for the whole day. is like preparing for a run or smth. i dunno how to explain too.. sally and FE will understand. haix. actually i find that some students r damn cute! especially the p4-p6 students.hehhe.

actually going to bangkok on the 16th april, but due to some strike and riot, we cant go and the problem is, there is no refund and if postpone, only 7 days. is like unreasonable? hmm.. went to CASE(consumer association) to complain the travel agency. eventhough the travel agency is damn friendly and good customer service, i still wan complain cos firstly,i wan to get the money back. secondly, i wan to gain my sense of satisfaction! hmm.. lets wait and see what will happen ba!

anyway, gg to slp le! tml gg to sally hus to stayover! yay! hahaha! and wrk tml. =(
Cya!

signing off,
celine

2009-09-08T09:25:00.000-07:00

omg. quite true in some ways.. maybe u all can try!

http://www.paulsadowski.com/Numbers.asp

You entered: Leow Yue Xiu

There are 10 letters in your name.
Those 10 letters total to 52
There are 6 vowels and 4 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 7

The characteristics of #7 are: Analysis, understanding, knowledge, awareness, studious, meditating.

The expression or destiny for #7:
Thought, analysis, introspection, and seclusiveness are all characteristics of the expression number 7. The hallmark of the number 7 is a good mind, and especially good at searching out and finding the truth. You are so very capable of analyzing, judging and discriminating, that very little ever escapes your observation and deep understanding. You are the type of person that can really get involved in a search for wisdom or hidden truths, often becoming an authority on whatever it is your are focusing on. This can easily be of a technical or scientific nature, or it may be religious or occult, it matters very little, you pursue knowledge with the same sort of vigor. You can make a very fine teacher, or because of a natural inclination toward the spiritual, you may become deeply emerged in religious affairs or even psychic explorations. You tend to operate on a rather different wavelength, and many of your friends may not really know you very well. The positive aspects of the 7 expression are that you can be a true perfectionist in a very positive sense of the word. You are very logical, and usually employ a quite rational approach to most things you do. You can be so rational at times that you almost seem to lack emotion, and when you are faced with an emotional situation, you may have a bit of a problem coping with it. You have excellent capabilities to study and learn really deep and difficult subjects, and to search for hidden fundamentals. At full maturity you are likely to be a very peaceful and poised individual.

If there is an over supply of the number 7 in your makeup, the negative aspects of the number may be apparent. The chief negative of 7 relates to the limited degree of trust that you may have in people. A tendency to be highly introverted can make you a bit on the self-centered side, certainly very much self-contained . Because of this, you are not very adaptable, and you may tend to be overly critical and intolerant. You really like to work alone, at your own pace and in your own way. You neither show or understand emotions very well.

Your Soul Urge number is: 4

A Soul Urge number of 4 means:
With the Soul Urge or Motivation number of 4 you are likely to strive for a stable life. You tend to follow a rather orderly pattern and systematic approach in your endeavors. You have an inner desire to serve others in a methodical and diligent manner. You want to be in solid, conventional, and well-regulated activities, and you are somewhat disturbed by innovation and erratic or sudden changes. Excellent at organizing, systematizing, and managing, you have a way of establishing order and maintaining it. You are responsible, reliable and in the final analysis, practical. Highly analytical, you can see your way through all sorts of situations and generally have a clear understanding of the issues. You are a very honest, sincere, and conscientious individual.

The negative side of the 4 is rigid, stubborn and somewhat narrow-minded. There is a tendency to hide feelings, or to really not be aware of real feelings. Avoid being too rigid and stubborn in your thinking, and try to always see the big picture rather than becoming to involved with the detail. Don't be afraid to take a chance once in awhile.

Your Inner Dream number is: 3

An Inner Dream number of 3 means:
You dream of artistic expression; writing, painting, music. You would seek to more freely express your inner feeling and obtain more enjoyment from life. You also dream of being more popular, likable, and appreciated.

2009-05-11T20:28:00.000-07:00

so long nv update le. hmm..
recently very busy and tired... tell me how?
sometimes, i hope that i'm living in my own's world.
nobody cares, nothing to do, and no one can interfere.

i'm still waiting to graduate from school. it like i dun like certain modules i'm taking.
and sometimes, it is really forcing myself to wake up for sch. i hate presentations, i hate tutorial, i hate research... super duper freaking bored.rushing those projects like crazy and time is not enough to use.. want to do something that i like and without any objections, really.

i did notice, i also dun understand wht some modules is talking about. i feel like i'm jus a free rider in the group. my contributions also not much, which i realise when we are doing projects. maybe i'm jus born not be a studious person.

i just dunno y i care so much on how people looks at me.. be it by looks or heart. i wanna kick out of this habit and live freely. but i can't. i know it is my own perception. but........ haix.

work is still alright for me, is jus that i'm not as interested as the 1st time working in minitoons alr. now working is jus passing time for me, and earn. too much stress accumulated. and maybe is the incharge i'm with. i feel like i'm jus like a person who ppl use me. 利用, because when anyone is in trouble, i will definitely help.. but after that, will u appreciate my help?? i know some ppl will. but not many.

我真的有利用价值吗? 还是看我好欺负, 心肠好?

2009-03-12T08:33:00.000-07:00

heyhey!
yeah! finally off tml! dunno next wk will off which day leh..hmm

wah. actually at minitoon gt lots of things to learn sia..
1) opening and closing
2) the value walk
3) customer service checklist
4) weekly report
5) monthly report
6) MS and MSR analysis
7) sales analysis..........
more to go...... so much things to learn leh...

my LO came visit me today.. haaa.. he ask me,"do u hav anything that u wan me to tell your manager?" i was like thinking abt it for a while... and ans "no?" haaa
is like me and my manager dun hav any communication problems.. haa! anything i can jus say it to my manager ma. haa! 真奇怪。

now is like no life... wrking 5 full days out of 7.. so tiring.... haiz.. hope that the ITP faster finish ba.. or else is like living in the hell days.
cya!

random photo:

2009-03-07T08:00:00.000-08:00

hey.so long nv blog le...

hmm.. nw i having ITP( attachment) at imm minitoons.

haiz.. it is already the 7th day of my ITP.

complain? hmm
working full time is fun. however, we must see which in charge we are working with...
e.g. on thur and fri, i'm working with S. Even though she is nonchalent, but she will try her best to compliment the staff if they had done well or invited sales to come in... ( bingo! excellence!) these r the two words she uses.... i can say that she is not strict, but she has her own way of letting me feel very willing to work for her eventhough sometimes she does nt really serve customer.. so, i will try my best to help her chiong for sales.... and she will feel satisfied and i will feel satisfied too.. compliment will keeps one happy for the whole day.

WHEREAS

e.g. on sat, i'm working with LW as S is on urgent leave. LW will ask us to encourage customer to buy more items as it will help the sales quite alot.. yea, i agree.. but, she is really too much... today, i sold 3 expensive items to 1 customer which cost $220+, she didnt even compliment anything.. she just said:" wow! celine 你好厉害喔！快，快帮我去serve customer!快快！" that moment, i'm very happy too.... but... in her mind, she only thinks about sales and hitting target. nvm.
after a while, i try to be as aggresive to serve the customers. however, she keeps on saying and reminding us to push the customer to buy more, and at the cashier, she keeps on telling me to 'kill' the customer. i was like..... i'm damn fed up with her... do u think every customer will buy whenever u push them to buy more?? i've already tried my best to upsell the items to customer already.. and u keeps on telling me we still gt hw much to hit 2.5 or 5%, ask me to 'kill' them more....LW keeps comparing with the last week sales and wanted to do more than that! humph! last week u gt how many staff working? this week only 3 full time and 1 part time(till 5pm). expect higher sales? no man! WTHWTHWTHWTH. WTF. after break, i was like not much mood want to help her push her sales alr, but she keeps on..................... aiya WHATEVER! I DUN GIVE A DAMN. I HAV TO FAKE THE SMILE AND PRETENDING THAT I AM TALKING TO A FRIENDLY CUSTOMER.

i'm not getting any commission and y i hav to help u in an extra mile and i've alr tried my best? i'm only getting a pay of 800 before CPF deduction, no commission, no OT pay, no PH pay. u all r the one to get the commission.. y i need to chiong so hard to help u hit? thinking of it i feel so sad and upset with u. i nv say anything does not mean that i dun care ok. is jus that u r a supervisor, i wanna respect u and i don't wan to hurt our friendship.. 人的忍耐度是有限的. know u so long alr, still like that. u r more and more like LM alr. even LM also nv really cares about what i'm doing as long as there r customer service..

i definitely won't work for this company after i grad. even if they r giving me a damn high pay, i will also reject their offer. this kind of company not worth staying.. the boss don't even knw what the staff r really doing...
maybe is i'm too sensitive about the issue or smth.. i dunno. but this is only what i think...so jus take it as I 发牢骚吧！=(

2009-01-20T04:47:00.000-08:00

yo ppl! so long nv update alr. heee.. 1stly, i wanna wish u all a happy 2009! haaa! i have been quite busy these dew weeks due to projects, open house, duties, work... omg!

i'm so tired... dunno when can jus sit down and relax and ne to do anything... i've been waiting for the day to come man! hmm.. life is so hectic, and i hate projects, exams and tests! =(

chinese new year is coming in few days time.. and my room is still in a mess..
i hope to get a boots for new yr. but mum say very waste because i will only wear a few times. wht she say is also right la. haaa! hmm.. i seriously wan a camera.... still waiting...

HERE COMES MY LOVELY MUMMY!

2008-12-16T09:53:00.001-08:00

hey. some update from yesterday. i was out with sugar and roti. we went to marina waraku to eat. wa. i like that soup!! heee.. then we went to watch the twilight.

thankz for all the prezzie! =)

2008-12-08T08:13:00.000-08:00

the week before exam on wed, we(charlene, chui mei, shunya, weiluan, chiuting and me) help out for the retail place-bossini grand opening to be the reception.
nw, pictures will do the talking...

shun ya and me

me and weiluan

1st person is charlene

stupid face

smile!

1,2,3,4,5,6!

six ladies!

before the event

4 receptionist

does it look like some advertisement?

2008-12-08T07:54:00.000-08:00

hey ppl.. sry for waiting so long for my post.. and poor blog, i had left u alone for so long..

nw MST is over! i can do whatever i wanna do! hehe.. haix

schedule for this week:
mon: off day! public holiday!
tue: work 1-9
wed: work 1-9
thur: work 1-9
fri: work 1-9
sat: work 12-9
sun: work 1-9

haixhaixhaix.. see ppl, i dun hav time to shop, meet up and everything! haix... everyday i will be wrking at marina square. so damn far la! might as well sleep in the shop and go to work the next day.kekee... sry ppl for nt meeting up with u all.. i will find time ok? give me some time to think and trying to request off..

i gt few groups of ppl to meet up:
1) sally, fe, qimei, chingling
2) kelly dear
3) CRS gang
4) jeslyn, celia
5) ning

haha! ok... hmm... i feel like buying a lot of stuff leh.. die die how? my pocket will be burnt with REALLY BIG HOLLLLEEEEEE... hmm.... super sian...

update abt myself. i was like really slacking these few days after MST.. and purely wrking loh.. looking at those unfinished goods. so 头痛. hmm.. and that store room.. OMG. gg to burst alr. and so untidy.. ppl at wrk also very bad. everytime leave the stock for me to clear.. clear until 很喘. also dun wanna help me clear or at least do some 1st.... haix.. dunno they get their pay for what man! then past few days jus came the new t shirt for xmas. purple colour... nice colour but design............................ u knw wht i mean...hehe. ok la. nth to say le.. bb. =p

2008-11-26T08:11:00.000-08:00

爱一个人很难吗？
为什么一次的欺骗会造成两个人要分离呢?
又不是犯了很大的错，
那男生也太过分了吧。
不是说另一方完全没错，
只是你也要给人家时间改过嘛。真是的！！
扮什么男人嘛！
没风度！

如果你真的觉得她不是你要的类型，
你就不应该跟她拍拖嘛。
伤了她的心你才甘愿。
明知道她是对你百分百的痴心，
为什么还要伤害她？
现在你说分就分，
也没有想想人家的感受！
自私鬼!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haiz. so damn ridiculous.... dating will nv always be so smooth.. hope that she is alright....

2008-11-18T21:11:00.000-08:00

hihi. 好累哦。过了好久，终于holiday要到了！哈哈哈！可是假期也不是每天做工。嗨~~ 考试又要到了，最讨厌就是考试了。不要问我为什么。。你知我知。
last fri, i was emoing.. haix.. because of certain things.. study, work, friends, and chiu. super stressed! hmm.. but heng i got my dear kelly to support me and my sis, hong ning to cheer me up! thxs so much ! heee... hongning sms:
'don't be sad la. cheer up or else will be old easily. haha!'

so damn cute la! haaa! hmm... and always wanted to meet up with sally they all fail again! haiz.. when can we meet up?? hmm.. sally, i knw u r angry with me..

last wed i meet up hong ning and her frens and roti and kelly for clubbing! the photos r up there... hmm..

我好想出国一趟。去那些度假屋享受一下。按摩，看看美丽的风景，享受人生。有谁愿意陪我去呢？？还是有谁要带我去呢？
life in singapore is so hectic, so busy until there isn't much time to relax and enjoy. i wanna go to phuket or any place to enjoy the scenery, and live in the world of my own.

haix.. the above is jus dreams.... hope that it will come thru..... =(

2008-11-10T09:12:00.000-08:00

heyhey..
this week schedule:
mon- sch+meet lt and san
tue- sch+meet for sushi
wed- sch+talk+clubbing
thur- sch+hair
fri- sch+work6-10
sat- work 12-9
sun-work 1-9

wow. busy week again..heee..

2008-11-03T19:18:00.000-08:00

so long nv update alr... ppl keep pestering me to update.. haiz.. -_-

so sian... this week schedule:

mon - sch
tue - sch
wed - sch+work 1-9
thur - sch
fri - sch+work 6-10
sat - work 1-9
sun - work 1-9

busy schedule again?? haix. no life man! hmm.. nw i'm having break time.. so bored... i wan shopping!!!! i wan money too!!! how how how???? hmm.. work work work loh.... hmm... christmas is coming.. so it's time to earn!!!!

一个人的改变，很容易就看得出。
如果你有恒心改过，不管你做错什么事，我们都会尽量原谅你。

i'm so miss me sec school frens,some pictures of the past:

2008-10-27T21:15:00.000-07:00

wow!

heyhey i'm back to post alr. haha!
hmm.. this week seems very busy wor...

mon: work 1-9 double pay!
tue: sch
wed: sch + work 1-9
thur: sch
fri: sch +work 6-10
sat: work 1-9
sun: work 4.30-9

so busy right? only gt 2 days to rest... haix.
darling darling kelly where r u?? i miss u so much... sms u also nv reply.. sobsob ='(
hmm.. life had been very busy nowadays.. every day also not free for ppl like sally and fe.

i wan a camera and psp very badly.. but total add up should be around 400+! omg omg..
and my mp3 is like gg to spoil soon... hmm.. so tired... so nw hav to work hard to save money...

fe, sally, qi mei, ching er, shu hua, germaine, ching ling, hoi yan and more, meet up soon ok?? we haven seen each other for damn long le!

finally, CRS! we hav to meet up soon... roti! i miss u leh.. u miss me right? haha! meet up soon to get some clothes and dress up!!!! haha!!!! =)

2008-10-22T09:11:00.000-07:00

hey ppl! i'm bacckkked! haha! so damn long nv post alr. my frens r like rushing me to blog.. hmm.. ok.. past few days my internet gt problem. so can't online to chat. but nw it's alright alr!

hav been wrking and studying last week and this week. damn busy!! everyday will like reach hm at abt 11+ or so. hmm... so tireedd.. sch timetable sucks like hell. hmm.. too many hours of break inbetween.. waste of time loh!

my legs haven been listening to me these few days. so pain.. doctor, i need u soon! hmm.. and some girls problem. hmm... kind of sick of these illness.. hmm.. it's time for me to spend some money.

保持安静最好的，不要问我为什么不说话，那么安静。
每次在班上，我都很少participate. 因为我觉得我根本不能专心的做。
心常常飞到九霄云外，回不来了。

我希望你讲话时经过大脑，没必要的时候不要说话是最好的。
不是说我要说你.....
我选泽不把全部的事情告诉你, 因为...................
我真的好累哦！

2008-10-09T10:02:00.000-07:00

1) Spell your name without an E,R,S,H,K,I,M,L,C,A,Y,N.
OW UX

2) Are you single?
Yes.

3) What is your favorite number?
11 and 12

4) What is your favorite color?
Purple!

5) Least favorite color?
Pink D:

6) What are you listening to?
none

7) Are you happy with your life right now?
still alright loh. -_-

8) What is your favorite subject in school/college?
None~ all sucks.

9) Do you shop at Abercrombie?
No.

10) Do you have money?
Yes.

11) Where do you wish you were right now?
in a peaceful island relaxing. wow!

12) What should you be doing right now?
Sleeping

13) Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?
No.

14) Did you ever want to be a teacher?
Yes, when I was young.

16) Did you vote for Bush?
I am a Singaporean.

17) Do you like rollercoasters?
okie.

18) Do you own a bike?
Nope.

19) Does your wallet have any pics in it?
SP student pass.

20) Last person you hung out with?
Jessie and limin

21) Last car ride?
MRT.

22) What was the last thing you had to drink?
Plain water..

23) What was the last thing you watched?
people walking around.

24) What was the last thing you read?
newspaper.

25) What was the last thing you hand wrote?
some application forms.

26) Who last talked to you on the phone?
My dearest Mummy! =)

27) Who was the last person to leave you a comment?
Fong eng

28) Who do you miss right now?
someone..

29) Who last hugged you?
dunno??

30) Have any tattoos?
No, never.

31) Do you have any piercings?
Yeah, only 2 on each side of ear.

32) Straight hair or curly?
wavy??

33) Where are you?
home

34) Accomplished a life goal?
Hmm… not sure.

35) My next life goal?
Don’t know.

36) Sang in front of a crowd?
Yes. definitely!!

37) What do you hear right now?
aircon blowing.

38) Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?
Hmmm…

39) Where is your mom?
Sleeping with mouth open.

40) When will you see your mom next?
tml when i reach home from work.

41) What are you wearing?
dark red class tee with red shorts

42) Ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
No. The most is 32 hrs. =)

43) Are you a heavy sleeper?
depends.. haha!

44) Where is your phone?
next to me, on the ground.

45) Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
Yes.

46) Are you mad at someone right now?
no.

47) What makes you laugh no matter what?
haven thought of it.

48) Whats the weather like today?
super hot! perspire like hell.

49) What are you looking forward to?
the day i dun need to study anymore.

50) Will you be in a relationship in 50 days?
Not sure.

51) Are you currently in a relationship?
No.

52) What are your plans for tomorrow?
erm.. work work and work..

53) Are you craving anything?
Yes, ice cream

54) What happened at 3 pm yesterday?
SRM came and visit shop.

55) What would you change about your life right now?
Nope.

56) Last time you went swimming in a pool?
Last 2 week.

57) How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
Often, frequently.

58) Do you have an older brother?
Nope.

59) Have you made a mistake this past week?
Yes.

60) How late did you stay up last night?
2am ???

61) When is your birthday?
April 9th.

62) Are you multitasking right now?
Yes. chatting with girlfriend and downloading notes from sch webby.

63) Do you believe in karma?
Yes.

64) Are you afraid of the dark?
No. er. a bit.

65) Ever talked to someone that was drunk?
currently no.

66) How's your heart lately?
erm.. thinking of some stuff.

67) Who was the last person you took a picture of?
wei luan and chiu ting.

68) Have you ever driven without a license?
No.

69) Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yes!

70) Do you wish someone was with you right now?
yesyes!

71) Where did you get the shirt you wearing?
i'm not very sure.. but is a class tee.

72) When's the last time you something you knew was wrong?
erm..............

73) Is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
Probably yes?

74) Who was the last person you cried in front of?
nobody. because whenever i cry, i make sure that no one saw it....

75) What is one thing you would love to see happen today?
my prince.

76) What side of the bed do you sleep on?
everywhere?!

77) Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
yea. very confusing... dunno wht they r thinking.

78) What's harder to forgive for someone's wrong doing or to forget?
hmm...let me think abt it.

79) Is there something that reminds you of someone every time you see or hear it?
Yes. all the time.

80) Was the first person you talked to today a boy or a girl?
boy, my daddy!

81) Name something you have to do tonight.
download notes and print.

82) What were you doing eight o'clock this morning?
on the bed.. sleeping.

83) Who is the last person you told a secret to?
i think is my girlfriend?

84) Who else is in the room with you?
no one. =(

85) Do you like scary movies?
still ok.

86) Plans for tonight?
no plan. relax and slack.

87) Where will you be 2 hours from now?
of course is sleeping loh.

88) How many yellow items can you see right now?
4

89) would you consider yourself a nerd?
Not really.

90) Zebra print, cheetah print, or both?
Zebra print.

91) How is your hair styled?
a little wavy.

92) Are you wearing a necklace?
yes.

93) Are motorcycles hot?
erm.. nv tried sitting on it before but should be damn cool!

94) Are gummy bears gross?
No, nice nice..

2008-10-02T11:07:00.000-07:00

i'm here to blog again..

mon, i dun rmb wht i did? ohoh! i went to causeway point to shop around.. then meet mum and bro for dinner.. i bought 1 shoes from john little which cost $15.30.

tue, i wrk at MS from 1-10pm.. i reached the city hall mrt station early that day, which was like 12.10. then i went to the G2000 at city link to see.. i saw 2 tops very nice and i bought it after i've try. the day was alright. is jus that a bit bored at wrk but i try to get myself busy so i won't be rotting in the shop.. stock up this and that... during break time, i went to nike shop and bought a sport b and a bottle.. wow! pocket burn a hole le..

wed, is a public holiday! yay! went out with bro and his gf, kelly, to suntec sing k! mum suggest de! then eat dinner at bugis, shopped at bugis... nv really shop much. but that day was enjoyable!

thur, morning was woke up by lee man at 12+. and we travelled down to clementi to do threading on eyebrown. it was damn painful lah!!!! omgomgomgomgomg!. then slack around and ate at sumo jap place. damn full! then slack around again.. hmm... in the evening, met up with girlfriend at somerset.. i was damn blur, i thought that somerset is at plaza sing... haaa.. alight at wrong bus stop( heng gf called me in time!) then we went to heeren to get gf kinki kids CD. after that dine at HK cafe. haa! thanks gf for the cookie monster p____ haaa! erm.. shop shop around till almost all the shops r close then went home lo..

我应该开始省钱了
每个月都不够花
不知要怎么办才好
下个月又吃草了

再见!

pics:

evil face.

smile! =D

2008-09-28T08:44:00.000-07:00

i'm so tired... haix. my legs r giving me problem.. i mean my knee cap.pain pain... will be gg to the sin seh tml.. hmm.. this sat and sun wrk is damn boring.. it is because of F1.. and many things happen in the company also.. dunno how to say, kelly darling, u should knw right.. hmm..

schedule for wrk come out le:
mon- off
tue- work 3-9pm
wed- off(public holiday)
thur- work 11-10pm
fri- work 3-9pm
sat- off
sun- work 1-9pm

haiz.. so tiring wrking at marina. hmm.. i should spent more time with mummy this week since there is a PH. so maybe go shopping and eat eat with her! heee.. we so long nv go out le.. time to pack my room again.. it is abit untidy le.and need to clear my cupboard. ning, FE and sally, we should meet next wk or so.. go shopping! hah!!
for this month, i should record down wht i've bought to see where my money gone to.. i must save up for the holidays( hk trip with sally and fe 2 yrs later, KL trip with parents).

我好害怕开学哦！
还有两个星期就开学了。。
真的不懂怎么去面对一切新的科目，老师，project.
好烦哦
希望功课不会太难。嗨~
再见了！！ =D

2008-09-25T08:28:00.000-07:00

i'm back again to update! this time round no body ask me to do so... haha! hmm..

past few days hav been very busy... at least i dun hav to stay at home to rot or spend money outside..i'm wrking at the pushcart at suntec city. i'm selling boxer, panties, t-shirts and few soft toys. wrk is actually from 11-10pm. and it is outside minitoon so gt mummy jessie acc me for meals. because the auntie went overseas for 4 days, then i jus take over her for 3 days lo..

mon, i reached suntec at around 10.45 that day which is damn early. then waited for the owner's maid to arrive to unpack the things, and i waited for her son to arrive at 12. hmm.. her son taught me all abt the pricing, size, design and where he placed it for around 2h. haha! then i started to wrk from then, and he jus leave me alone there... that day the business still ok.. like sales of $215 at 9.30pm. then at night her son help me to close shop and also teach me how to close.. then after that waited for jessie to go home..

tue, i was told that the maid will reach there at 11am and when i reached suntec at 11.10am, the maid still haven reach so i jus open the stall myself.. by the time maid reach is like 12pm.. i've alr finish unpacking.. then i jus sit there till there is customer, but the sales is like $250 that day. wow! haha! hmm.. then after that waited for jessie to go home.

wed, i reached there at 11am, unpacked the staff and jus sit there and wait for customer.. waited till 1.30pm, finally there is 1 customer! hmm... that day was boring = when there r customer looking at boxer, 2 more customer will also come closer and hav a look, when no cust, not even a fly appeared. haix. feel like slp. but when there r customer, wah, i busy like crazy. haa! like bumble bee.. hmm.. but sales damn gd, $400.. then 8.30pm close shop le. wait for jessie to go home also....

this is how the shop looks like:

2008-09-21T08:16:00.000-07:00

hi ppl, i'm here to blog again! haha! so bored la! holiday also can't really enjoy.. super sian.. erm. these few days r kind of bored. i hope to earn more money! haiz. it is kind of like nt enuff money to use sia.. nw only sun wrking.. is like can't see the money flowing into the bank..
tml, tue and wed i will be wrking at suntec push cart. help the auntie to look after it when she go overseas. hehe.. then fri, sat and sun will be F1 race.. hope that marina square and suntec will be a lot of ppl.. so that i can wrk.haha!

chatted with darling during lunch break.. i told her wht my mum say about my job. she commented that i'm still didn't see the company enuff.. and still not clear of wht i'm doin.. but but but... i wrk because i wan to earn. even if they ask me to travel to parkway to wrk. i dun mind because i rather go there wrk than staying at home to rot or high probability that i will be out spent thrifting. so y not jus spend $4 transport fees and earn like $42 a day??? hmm..
i also dun understand what my mum was thinking. she keep on saying that i 'bo hua' gg to suntec or marina to wrk.. the reason is above. do u think u started wrking at imm that means u will stick to imm forever? whenever there r times when i'm nt wrking but all other part time r wrking, u kept saying that y they let other ppt wrk instead of u? it is kind of unreasonable when she say this because she forever dun understand that i'm alr being transfer to ms and the fact is ms dun need me to wrk but other outlet need other part time to wrk.. haixhaixhaix..
there r more than i can say, forever... unless 1 day, i quit.

how sad...

2008-09-16T10:07:00.000-07:00

wow~ so long no update le... spiderweb seems to be overwhelming my blog.. haaa! hmm...
a week hav past so quickly.. nw only left 3 weeks to sch reopen.. haix. pls go slower. this week i only manage to wrk 1 day sia.. damn bored.. haix

on tue, i was damn happy also! i met up with my darling, kelly! then we went to bugis and shop! meet her around 5+. then we went to bugis street and we only manage to buy 1 shirt. haa! but very cheap, 10 bulks. but nice lo.. hmm.. then we went over to slack at mac after shopping..(leg r so sour) haha!! hmm.. then we chat chat chat like nobody business till around 11+. then went home...
photos of us:

on thur, i went to my aunt hus to stay because i'm wrking at parkway parade on fri and sat. so sian la.. go so far wrk.. haix. then went home on the sun after wrking at MS. then on this mon, i slept till 1.30pm. wowwwwwowwww! hehe. hmm.. then eat 'breakfast' (actually it was lunch) went to causeway point at around 4pm alone to the library. because nothing to do ma.. haixxxx.. then back home for dinner..

yesterday was an exciting and busy day for me... firstly, i went to suntec to buy the hello kitty perfume and lip balm for sally as birthday present.. then get it wrapped. then i walk to bugis to see if there is pet shop so i get 2 hamsters for FE as birthday present.... the hamsters r so damn cute la! omg! i feel like getting one for myself... hmm... then went to take mrt to raffles place to meet sally and fe for sakae sushi buffet dinner! wh! damn full sia. haha! but it was nice.. hmm.. around 8.30, take mrt to vivo to meet my darling, kelly to go celebrate sherry birthday. haaa! our plans was destroyed by the IAP le.. haix.. but nvm. overall all ppl r happy! =D

2008-09-08T09:54:00.000-07:00

back-ed from work and chatting with my girlfriend. hmm. sun went to my cousin house at woodland. the house is very small. but very 'family'. hee. sun working at ms. damn tired. i mean legs. and i went to charles and keith to meet girlfriend. she say she wanna get heels. eh. finally she gt 1! =) good for u! hehehehee. hmm... actually gt 2, but she consider very long to see if she wanna get 2. because it is priced at damn good cost! only like 20+. mon wrk at ms also. damn bored.. maybe is i'm not used to the 'monday' ms.. too cold and no ppl. so damn bored loh. hmm.. do stock almost the whole day and my break was like at 3.30. so early. homed aft that..

tml is the day!!

yoyo

2008-09-05T10:10:00.000-07:00

hi, i'm here to update because my deaR kelly asked me to.. haha!

wed

went swimming with kwee hua,her sis and roti. nice nicee! time to relax. butbutbut... i fall and my head hit the ground. so now i hav a big lump on my head, hidden in the hair. =( but overall was fun. hmm.. aft that we went to suntec for the 'mei shi zhan'. soso only... not much things to eat also.. homed after tht.

thur

slp till very late. but then was awake by the sms send by lao da. ask me go wrk at vivo at 1. haiz... dragged myself out of the bed and get ready.. then i went imm to take the psp from jeremy. wow! like finally lent me le.. hahaaa! cool! hmm.. then headed to wrk... work was alright. sherry bought me rice for break.. went home at 9. and my mum cooked steamboat at night! yummy! dinner-ed with bro and went to slp at around 2. psping almost the whole day..

fri

went to wrk at ms.. leg damn tired man! everytime go ms wrk leg also like lemon like that... eventhough not much work done.. i dunno y also.. maybe the shop too big??? hmm.... -_- brought rice there, but i dun rmb that i brought then i went to buy food.. waste money sia! sales wasn't very good and jackie was nagging... haha! sian..home sweet home..

super sian and i dunno y.

money not enough? no mood? can't buy the things i wan? no bf? no shopping? no meet up? no life? no relationship? no entertainment? no activity? no interesting movie? no stable job?

probably these r the reasons y i say is so sian.. hmm... i wanna meet up! with chiu ting, kelly, sally, fong eng, chingling, shu hua, ning, qz and many more..... haiz. can fulfil all? life is hard... dunno wht i wan for the future also.. or i still living in the stupid life? stupid thinking? i dunno... i really really really REALLY hope to go to an island. that hav no stress, no hectic life, no worries and i can fully enjoy myself.. i jus need 1 week to satisfy myself with all the above... =o.

Random pic:

haha

2008-09-02T08:41:00.001-07:00

haha.ppl r saying that i'm not updating my blog.. is not that i dun wanna update! is lazy~~~~~

mon

finally i can rest after 4 days of work. butbutbut.. pay haven come in yet.. wth. make ppl wait for the pay dun need to eat alr.. =( so.... slp till like 1pm. then my imm wrk fren,lee man, sms me. ask me wanna go gym a not... since gt nothing to do, jus go loh. but i feel like gg to swim leh! haaa.. nvm. aft gym, we went to eat sumo house(jap at clementi). it was damn nice sia! then aft that home sweet home....

tue

meet ning and qz at city hall at around 1pm but... she was late loh. hmph! so waited for her till around 2pm. then we headed to john little to buy her things.. qz looked moody u knw y? because she's HUNGRY! then ning bought a bag, undergarment(shh), night wear which cost like 78+. wow! then i bought a bag for 16.90. then we went to eat sakae sushi buffet at 3pm. damn nice and full after 1h. hmm.. lots of laughter-ahhaaahaaaahaaamuwahahaa..

aft tht, qz went off and we walk to bugis. shop shop shop,ning bought a 2 belt. i bought 1 nail polish. thats all! then went to eat ice cream at mac. home aft that..

the weird thing is.... when i reach jurong east bus interchange, there is a lady(not very old and not very young) who keeps walking towards my direction and seems like gonna approach me.. because i took out the bag i bought and she was attracted to the bag... like finally, she went over and asked

"where do u buy the bag? is it john little? is very nice leh! the colour combination is like wow! haha. it really suits u alot. you r very suitable for the bag!""thankx"

then aft tht she went off to buy things at the minimart. so weird lah! out of the sudden come over. scare me sia. and somemore i dunno her.. siao! haaaa...

this is how the bag looks like:

exam + work

2008-08-29T09:09:00.000-07:00

haiz. jus came back from work not long ago... yesterday work like hell from 12-10pm. omg! somemore so many people... i didnt expect to work yesterday, but suddenly ask me work.

i didnt really prepare for the MR exam. i studied till 4am and woke up at 7am. woot! then went for MR paper with laiteng on the taxi. ZZzzZzZz... then after that went to work at suntec.
I was late for few mins. but so happy that EXAMS r OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!! after 23465749 weeks. haha! still gt 2 more days to go! gambatei! work work work... earn earn earn! hehe.

Its a time for me to relax and reflect on what i hav done... =) cya!

Here are the pictures!

2008-08-27T02:49:00.000-07:00

Here come the pics!

'So happy meh?' quoted by sugar.

Blur roti

Happy sugar :)

Threesome camworing

Sian face -_-

afraid?

EH?

Tada!! us! =))))

haha! those pic r kind of cute. haaaaa.. hmm... today whole day at home sia. nothing to do also.. study MR loh.. haixhaixhaix.sian.jus nw jessie call me to ask me work tml. yay! finally gt thing to do le.. then tml meetin roti to swim.hope that it won't rain wor.. hmm.. gtg le. eat dinner soon.. cya!

out with CRS

2008-08-26T08:33:00.000-07:00

cool!
finally out with the RS! =D
hee.. me and roti went to orchard and meet at far east. then we bought a rose ring.
den we went to cine leisure buy movie tickets..
but but..... one student card can only buy one DISCOUNTED TIC. haix.. saddess.. since we waiting for sugar to come, we went to makan at KFC student meal. cheesy meltz. den after tat go buy tic. we bought a necklace too.. damn nice! purple! =))))

sugar cameee finally! run sugar run.. then we bought the tic for ' midnight meat train' M18 show. so damn disgusting la! wth. blood splashing around. eeeekkk..

after movie, went to bugis to makan at the foodcourt. the food nice. 7.5/10 points.
then we went OG look for roti swimming suit. didnt manage to find one. then we went to bugis street. wow! i love it. the clothes r so cheap loh! didnt manage to buy any because on budget.. pok gai alr! next time ba... but manage to buy a belt.

home-d after that... laughter surrounded me when i was with them! <3<3<3

photos will pose up next time...

first post

2008-01-18T09:19:00.000-08:00

hi! welcome! hehe..